233`long piece of rant cum update.

so after a hiatus for so long, now i finally have the time to actually come online. everyday after work i'll seriously be DEAD-BEAT. much less talk about blogging. so i guess my blogging frequency greatly reduces to like once or twice per week.

ITP- work really sucks. wearing formal is a killer definitely. i truly DISLIKE wearing formal. and i strongly think that its because i wore formal from mon-wed this week that made me more tired than anything. then thurs i didnt bother so i just flouted and wore jeans. fri is a dress down day for the whole company. and we start work at 8.30AM(!) and knock off at 6PM(!) omgosh, this is so late la. i take the shuttle bus also requires another hour. which means i get home at like 7.30pm. just so great... after a whole day's work all i want to do and all that i can think of to do is just to sit and rot right in front of my television. eating like no one's biz. comfort food. that sucks worst la! like wtheck. urgh!! 9weeks of holidays become 9weeks of idk, torture? lets see in the later period. cant say much right now since its only the first week. and yes, i made it through this first week safe and sound. thank goodness gracious. okay, whoever is up there that im praying to and you are listening to me. pls just let me get through this attachment period safe and sound, making the highest grade as possible. i'd be real grateful. thank you so pretty much.

maybe im soooo tired, im lazy to think/smile/laugh. either im losing my sanity. or 'hello, old me'. whichever way. i couldnt care less. whatever.

chinese new year is like just a day away. and super shucks, i haven shopped for anything yet!! and do i even have to mention i haven shopped for like what? months?!! i cant believe this. i want my levis jacket, my jeans, my tees, my red pumps, my bag, my whatever.. and i haven like go cut my hair? trim dye highlight or whatever. lol.. we're too pressed for time this chinese new year luhh. whoever made ITP during the period of chinese new year, look, Thanks a great deal lot man. you moronic ass. LOL. okay, im whinning like some biatch again. hurhur *narrows eyes*

and just now my bro told me he wanted to change his phone. and he wants to use my name to get it. like hello, i haven even changed my phone as well la. blurddy hell. and where is my iPod adapter huh? hurr. i want SHOPPING la! im pissy cause i cant even get to shop for chinese new year. this sucks seriously. bad timing.

even now my eyes are closing, and my brain has long since stopped functioning. urgh! why doesnt CWT Logistics have a half day for today? like most companies do. and why do we Not shut operations for 3days following the PH? thats what other plants and factories would always do right??? (Mr. CEO/Big Boss of CWT Logs, with all due respect, i beseech you to really consider this option?)

and suddenly for this whole week.. i miss Teckwah so much more. hurr. i haven really forgotten anyway. that was sooooooooooo much more fun than here. i could even go to the rooftop and get drenched in the rain or watch the sunrise/set. and enjoy the breeze, gaze at the stars/moon. and i get to run about here and there playing with forklifts whatsoever. i get to MOVE. not like what i am now, desk-bounded for ALL day. i sincerely HATE sitting down, and wearing formal. and Teckwah's canteen is a zillion times much better than here. pathetically 2foodstalls of which are all malay (no offense whatsoever) and one drinkstall/snack which is also tended by a malay. omgosh. real bad la. TECKWAH VALUE CHAIN, i really miss working there. i even miss the people. good or bad, i welcome you back into my life. just as long as i can work there its fine. i love doing manual labour. i love doing what i did back in Teckwah in the past. can we turn back time? high pay for doing what i Love, and good agent for mixing around with us. compared to now- meagre pay for doing what i DISLIKE, (not exactly dislike. but i just dislike having to sit around the whole entire day. i cannot stand sitting down for long.) and bad strings left hanging around. sucks la seriously. i am so worn out, drained mentally.

partner, die la.. siansation can. then we didnt even meet. and then you are going to china for ITP. oh man, i really can die la. take your phrase: 'can someone just kill me?' HA-HA!

okay, i finished ranting. for now only. now i need lots and lots and lots and lots of ssssleep