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had a weird dream this morning. so weird, so many ppl were inside this dream. ppl that once were. particularly...? hurhur, weird, real weird.

anyway, chinese new year. bored? as always maybe.. lol, shopping! i haven shopped. and the thought that wed i have to go back to the shiat-y working life at that where where where makes me all the more dejected. LOL.

okay whatever. HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR peeps! im off.

234`modern society standards

scary how girls really go starve themselves to slim down. no wait, call it grow thin better. Hurr. its really crazy la can. thin people viewing themselves as SOOO FAT. then where does that leave those true a bit fat ppl or well, overweight/obese people? seriously, beauty has to go deeper than that. but okay granted, reality is harsh in the sense that ppl only mostly judge you on your looks and your figure before they would even want to get to know you better. im digressing i think. but the point is: dont be so overly concerned with your figure whatsoever. be confident! and pls, dont aim to become stick thin in the expense of your own health ladies. (see how many ppl died of anorexia already?!!)

campaign for real beauty is much more substantial :)

233`long piece of rant cum update.

so after a hiatus for so long, now i finally have the time to actually come online. everyday after work i'll seriously be DEAD-BEAT. much less talk about blogging. so i guess my blogging frequency greatly reduces to like once or twice per week.

ITP- work really sucks. wearing formal is a killer definitely. i truly DISLIKE wearing formal. and i strongly think that its because i wore formal from mon-wed this week that made me more tired than anything. then thurs i didnt bother so i just flouted and wore jeans. fri is a dress down day for the whole company. and we start work at 8.30AM(!) and knock off at 6PM(!) omgosh, this is so late la. i take the shuttle bus also requires another hour. which means i get home at like 7.30pm. just so great... after a whole day's work all i want to do and all that i can think of to do is just to sit and rot right in front of my television. eating like no one's biz. comfort food. that sucks worst la! like wtheck. urgh!! 9weeks of holidays become 9weeks of idk, torture? lets see in the later period. cant say much right now since its only the first week. and yes, i made it through this first week safe and sound. thank goodness gracious. okay, whoever is up there that im praying to and you are listening to me. pls just let me get through this attachment period safe and sound, making the highest grade as possible. i'd be real grateful. thank you so pretty much.

maybe im soooo tired, im lazy to think/smile/laugh. either im losing my sanity. or 'hello, old me'. whichever way. i couldnt care less. whatever.

chinese new year is like just a day away. and super shucks, i haven shopped for anything yet!! and do i even have to mention i haven shopped for like what? months?!! i cant believe this. i want my levis jacket, my jeans, my tees, my red pumps, my bag, my whatever.. and i haven like go cut my hair? trim dye highlight or whatever. lol.. we're too pressed for time this chinese new year luhh. whoever made ITP during the period of chinese new year, look, Thanks a great deal lot man. you moronic ass. LOL. okay, im whinning like some biatch again. hurhur *narrows eyes*

and just now my bro told me he wanted to change his phone. and he wants to use my name to get it. like hello, i haven even changed my phone as well la. blurddy hell. and where is my iPod adapter huh? hurr. i want SHOPPING la! im pissy cause i cant even get to shop for chinese new year. this sucks seriously. bad timing.

even now my eyes are closing, and my brain has long since stopped functioning. urgh! why doesnt CWT Logistics have a half day for today? like most companies do. and why do we Not shut operations for 3days following the PH? thats what other plants and factories would always do right??? (Mr. CEO/Big Boss of CWT Logs, with all due respect, i beseech you to really consider this option?)

and suddenly for this whole week.. i miss Teckwah so much more. hurr. i haven really forgotten anyway. that was sooooooooooo much more fun than here. i could even go to the rooftop and get drenched in the rain or watch the sunrise/set. and enjoy the breeze, gaze at the stars/moon. and i get to run about here and there playing with forklifts whatsoever. i get to MOVE. not like what i am now, desk-bounded for ALL day. i sincerely HATE sitting down, and wearing formal. and Teckwah's canteen is a zillion times much better than here. pathetically 2foodstalls of which are all malay (no offense whatsoever) and one drinkstall/snack which is also tended by a malay. omgosh. real bad la. TECKWAH VALUE CHAIN, i really miss working there. i even miss the people. good or bad, i welcome you back into my life. just as long as i can work there its fine. i love doing manual labour. i love doing what i did back in Teckwah in the past. can we turn back time? high pay for doing what i Love, and good agent for mixing around with us. compared to now- meagre pay for doing what i DISLIKE, (not exactly dislike. but i just dislike having to sit around the whole entire day. i cannot stand sitting down for long.) and bad strings left hanging around. sucks la seriously. i am so worn out, drained mentally.

partner, die la.. siansation can. then we didnt even meet. and then you are going to china for ITP. oh man, i really can die la. take your phrase: 'can someone just kill me?' HA-HA!

okay, i finished ranting. for now only. now i need lots and lots and lots and lots of ssssleep

232`YOU: you make me fall so head over heels

i saw you.. and you gave me such a heart attack there and then i thought my heart would pop out of my mouth. every single time i see you i get that strong feelings. oh how you made me feel. it is the undeniable word. you are the like of my life:) cause its all about YOU.

231`past, present and future.

hey, blogger ate one of my entries! like i LMAO(!!) HA-HA-HA-HA! nvm anyway. it means more entries to post! okay, crap.

i go eat, you go bathe, and then you go to a pathetic place. familiar? partner, i got it right anot huh? lol, i forgot already. HEH=p

oh man, Monday is nearing. holy shiats! i could be quite freaked. calm my nerves pls somebody.

and on my birthday thingy..
-yuling wrote me a testimonial. like i was actually quite surprised. but anyhow, thanks girl! if you'd be reading my blog that is.
-hoho, somebody (no, make that COW/DEER/SHEEP)rmbed. and sent me a birthday msg at the last min. LOL. so much so for 'having heart' right? lmao, but thanks for rmbing too!:)
-weijie too. thanks yup. muahaha, next time then i go out with you luhh.

*funny how things you didnt know become things you wish you didnt know*
*and worst still, when people you once knew become people you dont know now. and thats how 'once upon a time' comes handy*
maybe....

230`exams are O.V.E.R.

woookay, so, ALL killer tests are gone and over with. like finally(!) and then soon comes ITP. hurhur, NO FUN. wheres our play time?!!

pics to be up soon i guess. gotta have to fill up the ITP Log Book. type up my introductory letter. and then find out how to go to the company and such.

229`THANKS!

okay, say BYE-BYE to hiatus pls. lol.

i changed over to this new blogger system. which sucks in my opinion. but well, whats done cannot be undone. no point lamenting on it.

and yes, thank you to all who wished me HAPPY BIRTHDAY. your testimonials, msges, verbal greetings (and songs). thankies really:)) *hearts you all manymany*

on another point, im like so dead. cause i haven started studying for my TEP. which is just tmr morning. goodness gracious. but thing is, suddenly these two days i feel quite sluggish again. like wtheck? maybe i shall go study a bit after posting. TRY.

ITP is super darned soon. but a mere 4days away. so great, im feeling anxiety? HA-HA! i already said. this change in academic calendar is so not good. slave drivers or something? i sure think so. like i LMAO anyway.

chinese new year soon too! teehee, goodies galore.



228`shitass week. (when the week hasnt even really started).

oooookay great. so FINALLY blogger decided to let me get to the old blogger. i might just switch to the new one tmr or something. since i read that eventually all users Have to make the switch. dumb blogger.

all in all ydae sucked today sucked. but dont ever tell me tmr's gonna suck too. cause im already effing pissed like shit. and i certainly dont need 3 SUCKY days consecutively in a row to make it a threesome. and fuck off if you're gonna tell me this is how my birthday week is gonna be like. it SUCKS badly enough that i have the blurddy exams now. so pls just shut your trap and scram like to the furthest corner of the earth. urgh! seriously like WTHECK?!!

okay, im sounding much like a biatch right now. i know. but whatever. i just need to vent, to rant. maybe im pissy. maybe im not. who cares now. and because this is MY blog, my entry. you are entitled either to read on or click on the box with a cross in it at the top right hand corner of this page. i wont miss you. so im gonna continue ranting like some bimbotic biatch with nobody's biz. *just dont you mind my language now. like im not exactly in the mood to speak nicely* *and yes, dont come near a micro millimeter to me if you're spoiling a fight. i'll BITE. your. HEAD. off.*

so anyway, today. in the end i did nothing. just so great. so now i only have 1day left to study for FM. and like as if i would be doing anything constructive tmr. and in the end, i didnt even get to buy whatever stufx i had wanted to buy today. everything i planned today, didnt even materialise a puny tiny little weeny fraction. like i got pawned big time.

and MARTIN PANG! next time you better msg me earlier. if i had known i wont go home and just head straight down to find you and support you buy the Tiger Beer. and drink with you there and then i tell you. cause its so freaking near my house only. muahahahaha. and okay la, you sarcastic shark. i live at bukit batok but i dont where a particular block is. i blur can? you idiot.

cheer me up somebody. monday blues/ exam glooms/ pissy shiats. shoo you away pls. luckily i got more books to read. but looks like i wont have the time to read them anyway. if i have to rush through the whole of FM only tmr. ahh whatever seriously. i'll go sleep these glums away.

227`KISSES TO MY A YEAR OLD BLOG

oh, i like just realised- my blog is ONE YEAR OLD! muahahahahahha:) yeah, it survived afterall? HA-HA!

yes, please sing HAPPY BIRTHDAY song to my dear bloggie. like that sounds weird. hurhur, but this blog has accompanied me through most of my moods. ups and downs; highs and lows; sadnesses and happinesses; tears and smiles. we made it through the rain. and i heart my blog like manymany too.

im not sure of the exact date which makes it a year old. so this is just an introductory kinda birthday callout. wait till i checked the date, then i'd post a true one up. teehee`
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on another note: i cant get anything into my head! ahhh, i see the highly piled up stack of notes. im already like half dead. not to mention bored stiff. so i just skip it altogether and ignore. rrrright, shiatass. im like gonna sleep soon. and tmr wouldnt be a good day. cause im supposed to celebrate my birthday! okay, i LMAO. afternoon gone, night gone as well. cause i wanna catch the superstar thingy. muahahaha, see. whole day effectively considered GONE. whatever, maybe i'll go knock some stufx into my head first. lucks my peeps.

226`sweet soups!

ahhh, i so wanna eat traditional desserts!! (read: tian2 tang1) i wanna try the one at Chinatown. oh man.. i want my tian2 pin3. hurhur... gonna go eat out on Sunday as treat for my birthday. but i dont know where to go. Crystal Jade's nice, but i want the desserts too! okay, i admit. im greedy, but hell, cant i have my cake and EAT it? i LMAO! anyway, i have no idea whats nice in Chinatown. you ppl have ideas?

and yea, i already said im no big fan of such occasions. birthdays/festivals whatevers dont really bother me. so obviously im not harping on age stufx as well. HURHUR. just like, this birthday is bored. not to mention i have a frigging HRM exam on my birthday. shiats like anything. lol.

225/1`shoe fetish!