* Friday, December 1
185`you can run; but you cant hide...
didnt update yet. shopping with sal on thurs. was supposed to dine with our bunch (zhong wei, chong hon, jasin, sal) but haha cancelled anyhow. jas didnt come to school plus she wasnt feeling too well. i on the otherhand didnt have the appetite nor mood to have a hearty dinner. but eventually i still got round to go shop with sal luh. thus i got some stufx too. although i still CANNOT get that damned bag! Urgh peeved luh can. RAWR!! well, when i actually get around to purchasing that bag, im officially effing B.R.O.K.E..(!!) shucks man.
haha, in the end , we didnt get around to talk about my guy. like i LMAO! anyway, not that theres anything to say even. hurhur. anyway, still a little girl talk maybe. PaperPeople! i so love it. the designs are cool. hohohohoo if i had the money. plus the plush toy was like Super Cutesy one can. but darned expensive luh can. whine........ wahahahah! i want the ringlet bookssssssss the spine-d booksssssss. and i bought a plastic pencil case. the pic of a skull. soooo nice! oh yea, i bought a red belt. RED! i so wanna get red pumps. but still canvas shoes rock my socks off forever. and i saw one nice pair of earrings at Topshop la! and the leather wallet i had wanted previously was still thr. but its a darker brown, i wanted the light brown one. but frigging 50bucks, oh man. and i want their clothes obviously, just to boot. and i so want the adidas watch! urgh.. can somebody just give me moneymoneymoneymoneymoneymoneymoneymoney?!!
anyway, would post up some pics of my 'rewards' at a later date.
today. watched a whole day of dvds with kor. hehheh:) ultimate way of slacking i say. hmm, if only i didnt have projects on hand and other idiotic stufx. it would be better. then tmr i could still be slacking in the same manner. but i have to wake up early to go help my dad buy his carpark coupon like again. hurhur, darned. but tmr i cant slack la. must get around to do the UCCD. if not im really so shucked. hmm, really thanks jas! love ya man. hahahaha
sighs, tell me why do i feel this way. like theres an emptiness gnawing at me, eating away my insides. slowly but surely; little by little. and until the day that nothings left. i would be feeling this way every single moment. i guess theres really no way of keeping the feelings at bay is thr?
why is it so difficult just to be happy? i only want a genuine smile on my face, not a plastered one. and i just want to wall up at home, not giving a care to the world. i dont even wanna talk. but at the end of it all, reality is reality aint it? you can run; but you cant hide...
