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206`GOODBYE 2006/HELLO 2007

last day of year 2006. so, this shall be my last entry of the year. ~~i'll be missing you.~~

when all good things come to an end. when all is said and done, theres nothing left much to think about. so let us all move on, to a better year, to a hopeful season, to a happier festive, where all good things start from all over again. HAPPY NEW YEAR 2007 shall we?
so much for those new year resolutions and what nots, i dont believe in that and never did.

bought a belt from Mango and a pair of shades. i saw a cigarette jeans at Mango today. darned freaking nice. and i saw my MR. LUO's Golden Faith dvd. a whopping 129bucks!;) . oh man, somebody be a santa and give me. i will love you forever. muahahahaah

soon it will be year 2007.

Blessed Be.

11.59pm

205`update

taiwan earthquake, underground cables disrupted, internet services affected. so i couldnt get through the blogger net these few days.

anyway, weird dreams have decided they are here to stay. not that i dont welcome them in the sense. haha. and i slept like super late ydae (this morn rather). why? cause of the ecm project. but that wasnt the crux. i was perpetually kept awake by a darned motorbike. and come on, who on earth would create such a din in an ungodly hour right? 4+AM, i really wanted to strangle that guy man. and prob was he didnt only make his rounds once, but i forgot how many. totally shitass i can say. and then i woke up at like 8am. only to realise after one plus hour that our meeting was cancelled. hoho, i slept late and woke up early for nothing so to speak.
had actually thought of going out still, but laziness won the battle. cause it was raining, and i couldnt go to the places i had in mind. so why not stay home and slack?
bro didnt have to work today. hehheh, so we watched vcds together for a while. then he rented The Host, a korean movie. which sucked in my two cents worth. as in the male lead or the whole family in the show was like SUPER DUBER ULTRA DUMB. i was frigging pissed cause i totally cant stand the dumbness seriously. lol, but i haven finished watching the whole show. so yup, gonna watch the end part later. so that makes my update complete, see ya=)

GOLDEN FAITH-- gallen luo. i heart him like manymanymany!

204`so why dont we go to somewhere only we know.

the previous few entries were quite angsty cause im pretty frustrated luh. but now? idk, like the calm before the storm or something. cool-headed, but a tad too cool now perhaps. like theres an ice block in my grey matter making me not feel anything at all. its really as though i haven 0anger, 0happiness, 0chirpiness, 0sadness; totally 0 feelings whatsoever. not even a micro nano milli degree? and im like superbly expression(less) right now. nobody can be more straight-faced than me i assure you. plus i dont have the wish to open my mouth im even lazy to open my mouth to eat seriously, nor chat up with ppl at msn or msg.

been raining the whole day; been slacking ard the whole day; been walking abt like a living corpse the whole day. hurhur, guess i could really be those taitais- just stay at home shake leg do nothing. i LMAO!

-cookcookcook. i cooked dinner again tonight.
-chocschocschocs. dad got more ferrero rocher(s).
-i disappeared myself from msn for i dont know how long already. my partner in crime too. hurhur, where you partner?!!
-had another weird dream this morning, but i forgot it like again.
-i'd would gonna have to start a battle against ants. rawrrr!

GALLEN LUO JIA LIANG. awww... my rave forever and everrrrr:))

203`when all is said and done.

*add-ons* and im effing pissed now. cause i cant take my pick between the darned iPod 5th gen 6gb or latest Nano 8gb. fcuk, theres like a huge diff in pricings? plus features not to mention. urgh! wheres my sugar daddee/santa?

and im not in a mood to shop, cause i dont freaking have the money. this is real pathetic shiat. what a mess im in?

12.12am; 26dec.

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i forgot what i had wanted to say.

weird dreams consecutively two nights. cant be told though. HA-HA! cant exactly rmb anyway.

mum's cooking is the best. yeahness~ last night's dinner and today's lunch. super delicious:))

maybe i will get the iPod 5th gen 6gb instead. nano? i dont know the actual name. but yarr thats that. costs only 209bucks. cant put photos, blackandwhite screen display but who gives a damn really. maybe, just maybe....

if i had lots of money, i would go IKEA and buybuybuy. and lotsa other stufxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx.
but i dont have the darned moolas, nuff said.

blurddy ants are infiltrating my erhh, door? like wtheck. shit them. and the worst is i dont even know where the hell they all came from.

i really wish i dont have to go out. lazybones, muahahahaha.
and all the more i dont wanna do Prrrojects.

i planned where and what to put in my room already. have to wait till when i get my hands on those IKEA thingies that is.

i will start my scrapbook thingy, maybe.

i will start writing physically in my diary. maybe. (but prob is i cant bear to use my pretty diaries, and i dont have those normal ones. i LMAO!)

library books are due like tomorrow(!) so i have to go out. utter bored. but well, maybe i'll go like orchard to find my cds and vcds. or suntec. maybe...

random thought--
whats worst: living in a house with strangers; or living in a house of family members who feel like strangers?

'too close'

like i said, im effing bored. maybe, but i have no wish to speak.

4.38pm

202`whatever

ohhoho, didnt pack ydae. packed today instead. packing tmr as well! LOL. packpackpack; clearclearclear; chuckchuckchuck. hehheh, but no money to buybuybuy ah. bummer, real sadded can. =(

will somebody frigging just GIVE me an iPod. im seriously effing broke la. and yes, i know. im one stubborn cow. pride or not, stubborn or so, spendthrift or well. when i want something, i want the best of it. even though its spells EXPENSIVE. i want the iPod Nano Black 8gb. and i only want that. hard to change my mind when it sets itself on thinking of that only and only one. but its no good news that its like 428bucks.

plus not to mention that i have so many things i wanna buy. that ADIDAS jacket& watch, NUM duffel bag?, shoes, and tonnes of other stufx. damn shiats pls. urgh!

so okay i digress. since holidays started, i haven stepped out of the house yet. erhh, i guess so? yarr right. now you see my point when i said i could definitely be some recluse? HA-HA!

*add-ons* it finally rained again, like now(!) yeahness, keep it going pretty pls mr santa.

1.48am

201`horoscope for 23Dec06

The Bottom Line
Making a small change in your eating habits will yield some surprising results.
In Detail
A very small change in your diet or eating habits could yield some surprisingly dramatic results -- in your energy level, in the way your clothes fit you, or even in your wallet! Restrictions can be pretty difficult until you get used to them, so compensate for limitations by indulging in over-the-top antics in other areas of your life. Restore a comfortable balance by being more outgoing, starting more conversations and flirting up a storm.

like WTHECK?!! right, as if i will go out. or i will change my eating habits. or talk more. or worst still, flirt!?? i lmao-ed already. HURHUR

200`you're the one that i cant let you go

hoho, the big two-oh-oh. after near 1yr of blogging. LMAO!

anyway, just a quick update on stufx. cleared my cupboard today. the cds/vcds. hoho and i realized i have like quite a few technos in my collection. but im so gonna chuck those away. yup erhh, who wants can ask from me luhh. HA-HA! and tmr will be another mini packing day as well. cause im not going out.
random: i LOVE POLAROIDS and SNAPSHOTS.<3

and THONG WEI JIE is back!!!! muahahaha, like pretty finally that big-time idiot. =))

12.51am

199`peekchures.

fountain of wealth.

198`for martin pang qi jie.

blogger is giving me problems at evening, and since just now. bugger that.

watched a whole day of vcds with the brother. with erika sawajiri and yamada takayuki. the former was the actress of my loved jap serial '1 littirou no namida'; and the latter erhh, looks damn like martin. scary as hell. throughout the whole show i was like thinking its just straight him in the show can. wtheck luhh HA-HA!!
martin pang, be honoured ah?!! real alike la. the built the HAIR the dressing style blarh. plus he rides a bike as well. like i LMAO. okay anyway this entry is sort of dedicated to you la. you know who you are:)) and jiayou for your TP luh. you can make it one. i'll be your pillar of belief and confidence and strength and luck.. just rmb my thank you treat only... (and it isnt those kopitiam ones! hurr)
anyway, got a past time now. this new show! yeahness. and partner, lets go out. i need to buy my iPod, and their pressies not to mention. and get your blog made-over. LOL;p

another thing, i forgot to mention i bumped in weixing (aka Okana) last thurs. lmao, i always call him that rather than his name. so much so that i nearly forgot what his name is. hahahahahaha.

2.34am

197`iPod + songs= Happy Me!:)

right about till now. im still pretty much raving about that song: 'Who Will I Run TO?' by Kiley Dean. dig it! truly nice. and ive been putting it on the repeat mode for god knows how long on my iTunes. HA-HA!

and yes, i've decided its high time to get an iPod. hoho, when i lay my hands on my beloved NANO, ill be officially elated- music companion for all time (Yeahness~). and erhh, not to mention, effing broke. i LMAO!!

rainrainrain. super cold- brrrrr. but nonetheless i LOVE rain! hearts it manymanymany. <3

started reading 'Hide and Seek' by Ian Rankin ydae, and finished it ydae too. lol, even started on another. hoho, finishing soon! yeah another book on its way. tata~ still have pics unposted. but thats for laters. now what?

Kiley Dean- Who will i run to

you are the one who i could tell my deepest fears
and you are the one who always wipe away my tears
and when you hurt me you are my prince so straight from my heart
like a fool i never saw you falling in love
so now i've lost everything
cause now you say you're gone forever more

so who will i
who will i run to
who will i turn to
now that you left me behind
who will dry my tears
when i cry
who will i run to
and who will i turn to
now that you're not here in my life

you are the one i took for granted all those years
Ohh~
and you were the one who should have done all so clear
how could i be so glad not to see whats before my eyes
i'll get you back here with me if it takes the rest of my life
cause i will do anything
cause i want you back forever more

who will i run to
oh yea~
who will i turn to
now that you left me behind
who will dry my tears
when i cry
who will i run to yea~
and who will i turn to
now, you're not here.. in my life

i would gladly turn the thoughts of the losing
if i could know that i would have you here with me ohh~
i realise that i was blind but now i finally see
i need you back here in my life
oh baby cant it be

who will i run to
who will i turn to
now that you left me behind
who will dry my tears
when i cry
who will i run to
who will i turn to
now that you're not here in my life

who will be there for me
who's gonna rescue me
who's gonna share my dreams
who's gonna mend this broken heart
my heart....

right, see what i mean when i say i totally dig songs so meaningful? enjoy!

196/4`

pls make it some weekly routine, i swear i can be happy.

all thats left is the the silence left after the rain

its all dark.

and the waters run down the steps, reminding me of the sound i used to hear

196/3`

Fountain of Wealth, Suntec City

can this be my Shan Hu Hai?

Choc-alerts addiction...

hello, my cutesy heart brooch<3 align="center">

196/2`

chupa chups!:))

are you GAME?

finale~ aint it sweet.

196`pics galore!!

TCC- 8dec06 @ PS.

IKEA, house of ideas.

my prettypretty diary from PaperPeople. it RAWKS~...

my beloved skull pencil case:) & it ROLLS~

195`quizzes!

alrights, intervention to my pics. ahaa!

What Your Face Says

At first glance, people see you as driven and ambitious.
Overall, your true self is reserved and logical.
With friends, you seem dramatic, lively, and quick to react.
In love, you seem mysterious and interesting.
In stressful situations, you seem selfish and moody.

What Do People Think Of Your Face?

You Should Be An Aquarius

What's good about you: philosophical and idealistic, you are a great thinker
What's bad about you: you require a lot of space - it's hard to get close to you
In love: you're quirky and playful, but you hate to be smothered
In friendship, you're: likely to have many acquaintances and very few good friends
Your ideal job: pilot, snow boarder, or science fiction writer
Your sense of fashion: unconventional, unique outfits that turn heads
You like to pig out on: anything with garlic or unique spices

What Sign Should You Be?

You Are 51% Impulsive

You're quite impulsive, but you never are reckless.You qualify as a very spontaneous person, but you still know how to honor your commitments.And while responsibility doesn't come easy to you, having fun does!

Are You Impulsive?

Java Chip Frappuccino

You're a caffeine addict and pretty high maintenance about your coffee. There's a good chance that everyone at your Starbucks knows your name.

What Flavor Frappuccino Are You?

Your 2006 Summer Anthem Is

Unwritten by Natasha Bedingfield
"No one else, no one elseCan speak the words on your lipsDrench yourself in words unspokenLive your life with arms wide openToday is where your book begins"

What's" Your 2006 Summer Anthem?

You Are Rocky Road Ice Cream

Unpredictable and wild, you know how to have fun.You're also a trendsetter who takes risks with new things.You know about the latest and greatest - and may have invented it!
You are most compatible with vanilla ice cream.

What Flavor Ice Cream Are You?

Your Eyes Should Be Violet

Your eyes reflect: Mystery and allure
What's hidden behind your eyes: A quiet passion

What Color Should Your Eyes Be?

You Should Rule Venus

Venus is a mysterious, stormy planet - shrouded in a thick layer of clouds.
You are perfect to rule Venus, because you are quite emotional and volatile yourself.Your emotions change as rapidly as the weather on Venus, and both you and the planet are incomprehensible to others.
While you are not a logical thinker, you are quite empathetic.You can care for and understand others, but your emotions swirl too quickly to truly understand yourself.

What Planet Should You Rule?

You Have A Type B+ Personality

You're a pro at going with the flowYou love to kick back and take in everything life has to offerA total joy to be around, people crave your stability.
While you're totally laid back, you can have bouts of hyperactivity.Get into a project you love, and you won't stop until it's doneYou're passionate - just selective about your passions

Do You Have a Type A Personality?

You Are 4: The Individualist

You are sensitive and intuitive, with others and yourself.
You are creative and dreamy... plus dramatic and unpredictable.
You're emotionally honest, real, and easily hurt.
Totally expressive, others always know exactly how you feel.

What Number Are You?

Your Candy Heart Says "Get Real"

You're a bit of a cynic when it comes to love.You don't lose your head, and hardly anyone penetrates your heart.
Your ideal Valentine's Day date: is all about the person you're seeing (with no mentions of v-day!)
Your flirting style: honest and even slightly sarcastic
What turns you off: romantic expectations and "greeting card" holidays
Why you're hot: you don't just play hard to get - you are hard to get

What Does Your Candy Heart Say?

People Envy Your Inner Peace

You understand your place in the world and accept life as it is. For you, "it's all good."People envy how grounded and level headed you are. But you're too at peace to even notice.

What Do People Envy About You?

You Communicate With Your Ears

You love conversations, both as a listener and a talker.What people say is important to you, and you're often most affected by words, not actions.You love to hear complements from others. And when you're upset, you often talk to yourself.Music is very important to you. It's difficult to find you without your iPod.

How Do You Communicate?

You May Be a Bit Borderline...

Your mood swings make a roller coaster look tame!When you're up, you're a little bit crazy...And when you're down, your whole world is crashingScary thing is, these moods can change by the minute!

What Personality Disorder Are You?

Cheese Pizza

Traditional and comforting.You focus on living a quality life.You're not easily impressed with novelty.Yet, you easily impress others.

What's" Your Pizza Personality?

Your Dominant Intelligence is Linguistic Intelligence

You are excellent with words and language. You explain yourself well.An elegant speaker, you can converse well with anyone on the fly.You are also good at remembering information and convicing someone of your point of view.A master of creative phrasing and unique words, you enjoy expanding your vocabulary.
You would make a fantastic poet, journalist, writer, teacher, lawyer, politician, or translator.

What Kind of Intelligence Do You Have?

You Are a Blue Flower

A blue flower tends to represent peace, openness, and balance.At times, you are very delicate like a cornflower.And at other times, you are wise like an iris.And more than you wish, you're a little cold, like a blue hydrangea.

What Color Flower Are You?

Your Personality Cluster is Introverted Thinking

You are:
Objective, honest, and credibleIntellectually curious, with many diverse interestsMore inclined toward ideas than peopleFiercely independent and unapologetically unconventional

What's" Your Personality Cluster?

most of the results are like darned true can. freak. lmao!