* Monday, September 25
146`hello drama
so, lets go by chronological order shall we?
sat-work
sun-work. but its interesting though. cause a BIG monitor lizard decided it should come out to showcast itself. HA-HA! super funny i tell you. lmao really. damn B.I.G. walking around ambly like a baby croc. too bad i didnt get to shoot it down. the tail curls even. how cool.
today-first day of school. and as my title defines: HELLO DRAMA. (im being OH SO SARCASTIC here) but thats true. 'back to school; back to drama'. part of me wishes we've had long long long holidays or we dont have to go back to school. cause i can do so much better without all the drama and stufx. sigh, okay i dont know what im talking about seriously. i just think im falling back. to the old me. okay, perhaps its not i think; but more of I KNOW. but somehow, i actually LOVE that old me better. cause at least i dont have to think ways to make myself speak so much. quiet and distant. i like that peaceful feeling more. hurhur, now am i just saddistic or what? but if i say fall back to my old ways means those VERY NOT GOOD things. what it exactly is, you dont have to know. just hope i wont slip back to those, just the melancholic girl maybe. BUT i already DID those things just now. HUR. silly as it is to dance in the rain; these are the little things that take away my pain. so does putting FENG/SHAN HU HAI on repeat mode for god knows how many thousand times. false fronts and all, haven that all been part of me?
enough of these idk how to put it across thingies anyway. lets just end here.
