PRIDE- loveandfight.
* Tuesday, September 5

132`heaven is never too far

Her hair was up in a pony tail,
her favourite dress tied with a bow
Today was Daddy's Day at school,
and she couldn't wait to go.
But her mommy tried to tell her,
that she probably should stay home.
Why the kids might not understand,
if she went to school alone.
But she was not afraid;
she knew just what to say.
What to tell her classmates
of why he wasn't there today
But still her mother worried,
for her to face this day alone.
And that was why once again,
she tried to keep her daughter home.
But the little girl went to school
eager to tell them all.
About a dad she never sees
a dad who never calls.
There were daddies along the wall in back,
for everyone to meet.
Children squirming impatiently,
anxious in their seats
One by one the teacher called
a student from the class.
To introduce their daddy,
as seconds slowly passed.
At last the teacher called her name,
every child turned to stare.
Each of them was searching,
a man who wasn't there
"Where's her daddy at?"
she heard a boy call out.
"She probably doesn't have one,"
another student dared to shout.
And from somewhere near the back,
she heard a daddy say,
"Looks like another deadbeat dad,
too busy to waste his day."
The words did not offend her,
as she smiled up at her Mom.
And looked back at her teacher,
who told her to go on.
And with hands behind her back,
slowly she began to speak.
And out from the mouth of a child,
came words incredibly unique.
"My Daddy couldn't be here,
because he lives so far away.
But I know he wishes he could be,
since this is such a special day.
And though you cannot meet him,
I wanted you to know.
All about my daddy,
and how much he loves me so.
He loved to tell me stories
he taught me to ride my bike.
He surprised me with pink roses
and taught me to fly a kite.
We used to share fudge sundaes,
and ice cream in a cone.
And though you cannot see him.
I'm not standing here alone."
"Cause my daddy's always with me,
even though we are apart
I know because he told me,
he'll forever be in my heart"
With that, her little hand reached up,
and lay across her chest.
Feeling her own heartbeat,
beneath her favourite dress.
And from somewhere here in the crowd of dads,
her mother stood in tears.
Proudly watching her daughter,
who was wise beyond her years.
For she stood up for the love
of a man not in her life.
Doing what was best for her,
doing what was right.
And when she dropped her hand back down,
staring straight into the crowd.
She finished with a voice so soft,
but its message clear and loud.
"I love my daddy very much,
he's my shining star.
And if he could, he'd be here,
but heaven's just too far

You see he was a policeman
and died just this past year
When airplanes hit the towers
and taught Americans to fear.
But sometimes when I close my eyes,
it's like he never went away."
And then she closed her eyes,
and saw him there that day.
And to her mothers amazement,
she witnessed with surprise.
A room full of daddies and children,
all starting to close their eyes.
Who knows what they saw before them,
who knows what they felt inside.
Perhaps for merely a second,
they saw him at her side.tears dripped.
"I know you're with me Daddy,"
to the silence she called out.
And what happened next made believers,
of those once filled with doubt.
Not one in that room could explain it,
for each of their eyes had been closed.
But there on the desk beside her,
was a fragrant long-stemmed pink rose.
And a child was blessed, if only for a moment,
by the love of her shining star.
And given the gift of believing,
that heaven is never too far.


*DELICIOUSLY.ME

`jiawen.cheryl. sP dBa.
`ice queen?
`roaming the streets is my forte
`too obstinate for my own liking, but thats just the way i am.
`i dont believe in explaining anything- you believe me or leave it. i wont give a damn if you dont
`too often, i dont say how i feel
`i procrastinate, too much perhaps.
`damn well voracious appetite; plus uber tv slacking at home.
`i cant be near people for my own good. i need my space, so very much.
`i must speak/write/type somewhat proper english. dont ask me why though?
`i dont quite like making a phone call.
`i dislike going out from scratch. and hot weathers make me real irritated. period
`love the smell of rain- before during and after.
`and i like black and white photos just as much as coloured ones
`quotes and song lyrics are my raves forever and on.
`theres a lot going underneath this facade that you dont see.
`im like darned WEIRD seriously.
`what you have to know, i will let you see through me.

`strong as faith, sweet as love, black as sin--my PRIDE.
`KICK-ASS ATTITUDE--me.


*COOKIE.BITES❤♥
dang, i dont do have a cbox. now.


*SEEKS.AFTER

+say, iPod.
+maybe like, a digicam?
+BRAUN epilator(!)
+ADIDAS jacketsss!!
+GOLDEN FAITH vcd/DVD.
+haircut &hairdye job?
+DKNY/FOSSIL watch
+moooore bags
=moooore shoes
+moooore clothes
+moooore skinny jeans
+accessoriessss
+MONEY.
+Lip Piercing?!!
+T A T T O O S!


*WATCH'EM!
.Transformers: Revenge of The Fallen
.Fifty Dead Men Walking
.G.I. Joe: Rise of The Cobra
.Turning Point
.The Time Traveler's Wife

*DIG.IT?
friendster
LOVEANDFIGHT (LJ)
whitefall(kor's webby)
thomas
eileen
martin
chong lee
jaren

im lazy to update further.

*SCHMALTZY.MEMORIES
February 2006
March 2006
April 2006
May 2006
June 2006
July 2006
August 2006
September 2006
October 2006
November 2006
December 2006
January 2007
February 2007
March 2007
April 2007
April 2008
May 2008
June 2008
January 2009
March 2009
August 2014

*COURTESY.OF


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