* Friday, September 1
130`quotes save the day
sorry, this would be an interception to the previous and next entry regarding chalet. ahahaha. cause i can off my phone now, so i cant take out the MMC card to upload the pics and whatnots into my comp yet. so i'll write about some things now instead.
this is a nice phrase right. and i so agree with the statement. its also one of the principles i live by. thats why i only let people see what i am on the outside. they so dont know me at all. now people always think im very guai. ahahaha, okay. which is true now luhhs. super guai can. even im like thinking my life now is frigging pathetically guai (aka no life). but oh wells. i've said before. i was the one who chose to lead my life through this road, so i will blame no one. even if i were to have so many regrets whatsoever, i can only continue walking down. cause no one forced me to choose this road, and since i did. i would have to finish it myself. so, how i am, i myself know. i dont have to let others know what sort of stufx i did in the past to justify whether im a 'pai gia' or 'guai gia'. not in the past; not now; not ever. the things i feel you can know, i will tell you. if not, i wont bother if you have a misperception of me. cause tell the truth, i dont give a damn who hates me or not seriously. i had enough of this kinda shit back then. muahahaha. but oh wells, now i guess i dont have this kind of trouble already? since i dont even bother making that much friends or what. LMAO! or i just put on a mask and say im okay. anyway i really dont like people fussing over me like nothing. hahahahaha! mature? independent? idk, its just in my blood. i dont like ppl asking repeatedly if im okay. cause more or less, its just a reminder that im NOT? ahahah. okay, thats just another quote. nows serious. i think the main thing is that im more an innie (read: introvert), so i dont even like saying any tiny bit thing about me. yea, thats why i always have nothing to say. its better not saying anything at all i guess."the only things people can ever know about you are the ones you let them
see"
okays, im drifting. actually this entry is dedicated to Jaren. hey girl, everyone have their own kind of problems.. its just whether they let ppl know anot. i for one, wont let others know. and you know it best rights.. yarr, and shikai also has his fair share of problems wadd. all of us surely have some. its only that how we want people to see it. whether we let people know of it or not. so yup. and let you know that we are behind you okie.. dont be sad luhhs. and dont think you are so suay or what ba.. take it as a test. of your strength. only in times of adversity do we learn of how strong we actually are. remember this: you are braver than you seem and stronger than you think.
ahahahha. yes, QUOTES are my best friend. no, it should be they are EVERYONE'S best friend. lmao. i absolutely adore quotes. =) yesyesyes, throw you more quotes i tell you. ahahahah. okay, but seriously speaking. dont feel so down yar? one door is closed but at the very same time, another opens.
Growth demands a temporary surrender of security. but all in all, LIFE GOES ON. so why not just take everything as they come? sure, some things hurt that much. but oh wells, if you believe enough, then it will be okay. learn from your idol ger! mxl also have so much obstacles and whatnots. and yar, she also have times whereby she feel like she cant hold on. but she overcame it nonesoever. so yeaps. hehx..
bahh, i dont even know what im blabbering on for so long about already. darned! lmao. anyways, yar. just a little something i guess. to make you feel a tiny bit better at least (though like you're only gonna read till earliest come sat. lols). anyhow, cheers! =)
