PRIDE- loveandfight.
* Wednesday, August 16

114`caught

ohh mans. im shucked. lmao, what a phrase? okays that shall be MY COPYRIGHT! ahaa.

sighs, i had wanted to update. but for a certain reason, im suddenly feeling down. because of that something. sighs really. i wish i could forget. i dont wanna be caught forever in this vicious pit.
i didnt mean to fall in love with you.

tell me how. could i get you out of my heart and head, for good. now i dont want to keep thinking about you, wondering if you still feel the same way too.
cause guy, you know?

i never stopped caring for you; i just stopped letting it show.

and that means you'd never know, just like how i'd never know whats on your mind and in your heart. tell the truth, i miss it. all the things we had together. but, guess its not meant to be..

我不想想太多当
别人又说起你的时候

so i always cut away the thoughts of you. topics regarding you. just not to let myself sink deeper thinking of you and how things once were between the two of us.

and dont say bout how i am close to that someone else or someone else and someone else. they dont mean a thing. not to me. im close to them cause they are just my friends. not cause i feel for them the way i feel towards you. and its because you let me hang around them always. instead of being with you. dont let me go with them; its you i want to be with. dumb cow dont let the feelings wane...


*DELICIOUSLY.ME

`jiawen.cheryl. sP dBa.
`ice queen?
`roaming the streets is my forte
`too obstinate for my own liking, but thats just the way i am.
`i dont believe in explaining anything- you believe me or leave it. i wont give a damn if you dont
`too often, i dont say how i feel
`i procrastinate, too much perhaps.
`damn well voracious appetite; plus uber tv slacking at home.
`i cant be near people for my own good. i need my space, so very much.
`i must speak/write/type somewhat proper english. dont ask me why though?
`i dont quite like making a phone call.
`i dislike going out from scratch. and hot weathers make me real irritated. period
`love the smell of rain- before during and after.
`and i like black and white photos just as much as coloured ones
`quotes and song lyrics are my raves forever and on.
`theres a lot going underneath this facade that you dont see.
`im like darned WEIRD seriously.
`what you have to know, i will let you see through me.

`strong as faith, sweet as love, black as sin--my PRIDE.
`KICK-ASS ATTITUDE--me.


*COOKIE.BITES❤♥
dang, i dont do have a cbox. now.


*SEEKS.AFTER

+say, iPod.
+maybe like, a digicam?
+BRAUN epilator(!)
+ADIDAS jacketsss!!
+GOLDEN FAITH vcd/DVD.
+haircut &hairdye job?
+DKNY/FOSSIL watch
+moooore bags
=moooore shoes
+moooore clothes
+moooore skinny jeans
+accessoriessss
+MONEY.
+Lip Piercing?!!
+T A T T O O S!


*WATCH'EM!
.Transformers: Revenge of The Fallen
.Fifty Dead Men Walking
.G.I. Joe: Rise of The Cobra
.Turning Point
.The Time Traveler's Wife

*DIG.IT?
friendster
LOVEANDFIGHT (LJ)
whitefall(kor's webby)
thomas
eileen
martin
chong lee
jaren

im lazy to update further.

*SCHMALTZY.MEMORIES
February 2006
March 2006
April 2006
May 2006
June 2006
July 2006
August 2006
September 2006
October 2006
November 2006
December 2006
January 2007
February 2007
March 2007
April 2007
April 2008
May 2008
June 2008
January 2009
March 2009
August 2014

*COURTESY.OF


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