PRIDE- loveandfight.

128`cravings

ahhhhh, i want to eat eat eat eat eat! but not as in bbq thingies or whatever. just my faves. or some might say- healthy food?? hohos. lets see:

-fruits many many many!!!(this is a definite MUST)

-soya bean drink!!!

-yogurts many too

-yogurt drink

-erhh vegs? lmao

-carrot juices

-theres more i tell you

a haa. damned. somebody get me allllllllll those things i want. LIFELONG SUPPLY. then i swear im gonna be contented at stay home EAT my life away! HOHOs ;p

okays, i need novels mags too. plus VCDs/DVDs as well.

127`pictures show what its like...

that SUPER NICE chandelier at THAT CD SHOP.

DFS galleria:

big sized Marlboro cigarette pack (so 'good' for hardcore smokers like that WHOWHOWHO)

nice direction panel

this SIA doll is soooo cute!

and this duck can go QUEK QUEK QUEK QUEK QUEK.

i could get immersed with THAT CD SHOP. plus my fave CREAM BISTRO.

and the next time, im gonna hang out late. go eski bar or wherever chill. plus not forgetting my desserts.

126`whatever shit

having plans being dwindled SUCKS BIG TIME i tell you. fuck this feeling, im so screwed.
today is the day whr i had taken pics a galore. but now's not the right mood to upload and tell you jolly thingies bout it. so that would have to wait.

okay im done rant-ing.

125`too excited to sleep?

ahaa! its 04:10hrs now and im didnt sleep yets! omgosh, beauty sleep ruined. lols, okay. not that i ever slept early in the first place. oh no, caught me now. heh =p so i think the not sleeping syndrome is getting to me. cause im blabbering shiat here like nobody's biz. (anyway its true. its my blog so its nobody's biz). what blesphemy!?! and HA-HA, later's exams time. BUT, what my minds thinking about it the HOLIDAYS that come right after that! whee :D straight after the exam im going out. time to enjoy guys! bonding sessions/outings whatever you call it. just bring them on now. and during the lapse of 'studying' just now. i took frenzy pics of random nothings. so typical me, what to do? haha.

-WARNS: its damn random-

hohos, star. my green star=D

yea, as always. im crying for moremoremoremoremore FLMP.

because FLMP rawks, together with stripes and DISCO. muahahahaha. not literally perhaps? love of my life-- FLMP. heart it many many!!

and as for this. dedicated to the mr. frog- you know who. hope it helps lure you to lala land alrights? lmao

ciao now! lucks again. and let me have lotsa fun>> "lets get loud"!

124`big bad exams

i guess my title says it all. exams are such horrendous stufx luh can. today's (no, technically speaking was ydae) PSCM exam was such a disaster already. please, pray to pass. just a pass is all i ask for. -squints?- but okay, thats the result of NOT STUDYING. shucks la pls. im damned already. super BOO=(

now its the last lap. for MR later on. hohos, but as usual. im not studying! darned. somebody inject me with some freaking studying jab. then i can at least study a bit. at this rate that im going, im like gonna flunk flunk flunk my modules la can? grrrr!

okays, so tell you what. im gonna start to be a good student. and study for exams! a haa. BUT..... wait, till the next one comes ;)

123`quickie

yeps, i'll make this a quick short one. cause i think i really have to take myself off this darned comp. -okay, make that beloved comp- lmao. but yar, fact is. i haven studied for anything yets! thats damn bad can. shucked like anything now. hurhur. after chatting with my ppl, i'll go TRY and bury myself in that dumb lecture coursebook of PSCM. TRY i said. ;)

ciao!

122`quizzes =)

-beware, its super long with many quizzes-

You Are An INFP

The Idealist
You are creative with a great imagination, living in your own inner world.Open minded and accepting, you strive for harmony in your important relationships.It takes a long time for people to get to know you. You are hesitant to let people get close.But once you care for someone, you do everything you can to help them grow and develop.
You would make an excellent writer, psychologist, or artist.

What's" Your Personality Type?

yea, thats like so true.

Your Power Level is: 72%

You're a very powerful person, and you know that all of your power comes from within.Keep on doing what you're doing, and you'll reach your goals.

How Powerful Are You?

You Should Be Fashion Designer

Although you're offbeat and artistic, you have a good eye for trendsYou can figure out new incredible clothes to create... that will sell well!

What Sort of Artist Should You Be?

You Have a Phlegmatic Temperament

Mild mannered and laid back, you take life at a slow pace.You are very consistent - both in emotions and actions.You tend to absorb set backs easily. You are cool and collected.
It is difficult to offend you. You can remain composed and unemotional.You are a great friend and lover. You don't demand much of others.While you are quiet, you have a subtle wit that your friends know well.
At your worst, you are lazy and unwilling to work at anything.You often get stuck in a rut, without aspirations or dreams.You can get too dependent on others, setting yourself up for abandonment.

What Temperment Are You?

omgod, talk about phlegmatic huh. i know that, cause i've put that in my friendster profile luh.

You Are 64% Lady

Overall, you are a refined lady with excellent manners.But you also know when to relax and not get too serious about etiquette

Are You A Lady?

You Should Spend Your Summer in the Mountains

You're quiet, introspective, and a great thinker.You need a summer vacation that gets you away from the crowds and the heat.So retreat to the mountains, where you can clear your head.

Where Should You Spend Your Summer?

You Have A Type A- Personality

You are one of the most balanced people aroundMotivated and focused, you are good at getting what you wantYou rule at success, but success doesn't rule you.
When it's playtime, you really know how to kick backWhether it's hanging out with friends or doing something you love!You live life to the fullest - encorporating the best of both worlds

Do You Have a Type A Personality?

You Belong in 1969

If you scored...
1950 - 1959: You're fun loving, romantic, and more than a little innocent. See you at the drive in!
1960 - 1969: You are a free spirit with a huge heart. Love, peace, and happiness rule - oh, and drugs too.
1970 - 1979: Bold and brash, you take life by the horns. Whether you're partying or protesting, you give it your all!
1980 - 1989: Wild, over the top, and just a little bit cheesy. You're colorful at night - and successful during the day.
1990 - 1999: With you anything goes! You're grunge one day, ghetto fabulous the next. It's all good!

What Year Do You Belong In?

oh yes, drugs;)

What Your Soul Really Looks Like

You are quite expressive and thoughtful. You see the world in a way that others are blind to.
You are a very grounded, responsible, and realistic person. People may not want to hear the truth from you, but they're going to get it.
You believe that people see you as larger than life and important. While this is true, they also think you're a bit full of yourself.
Your near future is in a very different place (both physically and mentally) from where you are right now.
For you, love is all about caring and comfort. You couldn't fall in love with someone you didn't trust.

Inside the Room of Your Soul

okays, i see the world in a way others dont. thats true.

What Your Face Says

At first glance, people see you as warm and well-balanced.
Overall, your true self is reserved and logical.
With friends, you seem dramatic, lively, and quick to react.
In love, you seem mysterious and interesting.
In stressful situations, you seem cheerful and optimistic.

What Do People Think Of Your Face?

You Should Be A Poet

You craft words well, in creative and unexpected ways.And you have a great talent for evoking beautiful imagery...Or describing the most intense heartbreak ever.You're already naturally a poet, even if you've never written a poem.

What Type of Writer Should You Be?

bring on the words i say! =)

How You Life Your Life

You have a good sense of self control and hate to show weakness.You're laid back and chill, but sometimes you care too much about what others think.You prefer a variety of friends and tend to change friends quickly.Some of your past dreams have disappointed you, but you don't let it get you down.

How Do You Live Your Life?

oh whats bipolar?? let me check it out, haha. gosh damn late now la. super tired. and i haven mugged for PSCM and MR yets. hohos, but im not intending to anywyays. Lmao. nights all. =)

121`work

haha! worked today. 2-8pm now. my shifts. yea. lols. and guess what. i counted. we have SEVEN people working in that 3METRE wide store. omgosh. shakes head. i cant believe it luhhs. like, a tad too exaggerated or something? so many people squeeze one store. hohos. okays, my boss can afford it. so nvm. lmao! but shucked, by working only a mere 6hrs, means i only earn a meagre 30bucks per day. oh so not good can?

oh wells nvm that. haha! oh yeas, i FINALLY leave earlier than those KIMAGE GUYS! a haa! shiok. lmao! okay cheap thrill i admit. haha! who cares? -shrugs- and then some guy approaches me at the mrt to fill some survey. hurhur. and he said my pupils are hazel. i said dark hazel he said no. is light brown one. a haa! LOL. he also damn lame one luhhs.

i drank coffee like just just now. yet my eyelids cant open already. haha! see, coffee has no effect whatsoever on me la. aha, just as well. thats a good thing. TATA~

120`a little something

â™¥Spell your name:
C-H-E-R-Y-L--K-O-H--J-I-A--W-E-N
A-You can be very quiet when you have something on your mind.
B-You are always cautious when it comes to meeting new people.
C-You definitely have a partier side in you, dont be shy to show it.
D-You have trouble trusting people.
E- You are a very exciting person.
F-Everyone loves you.
G-You have excellent ways of viewing people.
H-You are not judgemental.
I-You are always smiling & making others smile.
J-Jealousy.
K-You like to try new things.
L-Love is something you deeply believe in.
M-Success comes easily to you.
N-You like to work, but you always want a break.
O-You are very open-minded.
P-You are very friendly and understanding.
Q-You are a hypocrite.
R-You are a social butterfly.
S-You are very broad-minded.
T-You have an attitude, a big one.
U-You feel like you have to equal up to people's standards.
V-You have a very good physical and looks.
W-You like your privacy.
X-You never let people tell you what to do.
Y-You cause a lot of trouble.
Z-You're always fighting with someone.

alrights, i've posted this before. but its like way back. and i just read my previous months entries. and saw this thingy. and its really like, OH SO TRUE. haha. so thr goes it.
damn its like 4+AM now, and i haven gotten a wink of sleep. shucked really, im working still later! urghh.

119`my life?

oh so greats. it caught on me that my life now is like damn shitty can. pathetic really. hohos, like i've cut ALL the people out from my life. that now, im practically left with nothing. ground zero or somewhere near that. im so missing everything from everybody. like, i dont know whats going on in their lives already. hmm.... what a life you must be thinking. haha, but well. even if thats really the case, i cant and wont blame anyone else. cause i was the one who cut them all out of my life. i chose this walk of lonely road to walk myself. so yea, regrets, but no blames. anyway, perhaps after the exams i should proceed and get some life. HA-HA!

actually i know the root of the problem. haha. but i cant seem to get over it. but i dont know how to pen it down in words. perhaps i dont express myself well. oh whateva. dont fret abt it now.

okays just a passing remark. but oh wells. we shall see how it goes! ahaa. anyways, even if its really so, i'd say: "im living in a small world of mine. but thats okay, cause everyone knows me here." but hohos, unfortunately though, not everyone knows me too. a haa! okay crap i know. but who ask me, cannot sleep when i gotta have to WORK tmr. bummer alrights.

you gotta have to open up your heart
to let someone in
to share the pain you feel
the joy within you
the sorrow you hide so well
let them take you to a world
where you wont have to put on
your masquerades and facades
smiling and saying
im okay.

118`events!

awww dear diary. i want events activities outings of any kind i tell you. damn the exams. okaaaaays, plus banish the money issue. I WANT OUTINGS! with my friends. coffeebean eski bar starbucks suntec esplanade pizza hut steamboat (original and porridge based) secret receipe buffet movies SHOPPING(FLMP!!!!!!). shiats la can? grrrrrrr. somebody give me the money and ill go straight. bummer alrights. super big BOO! =((

so anyways, i write out first:
chong lee- my mac meal ahh! (but no fastfood already can? im so sicked at that. HA-HA. okays, LJS i np. teehee` =p)
jaren- the above all. you are mostly included i tell you. waahahahaha, no use running away now. -proudly laughs evil laughter-
eil- eh girlfriend. i already wrote you testimonial saying how i'd go about going out with you ah. LMAO! grabs you and go!
[i shall only specifically say to you three. cause like i dont anyhow anyhow give ppl my blog link to enable them to view my blog. told cha im weird right. HAA!]

ooooh, i forgot i having chalet. haha! 29, 30, 31 aug. but i usually dont like chalets. but oh wells. this time round, gonna make the best out of it? hehes, think it will turn out alright. drinks, bbq. as long as theres late night chats im fine. alongside love songs many many. lets spend time together. the way i like things to be.

bahh, still have. coffeebean session with my lao ba. thats like a MUST.
holland village clark quay boat quay esplanade marina bay east coast dauby ghaut xchange? all the blarh blarh blarh places luh. hahaha! im greedy i know. -holds head high- who cares? its holidays! a haa!

117`today?

MOO MOO. a haa! this cow-y pic is so super duber uber cute can? lmao! saw many cow-ry stufx at Cold Storage. heh cow is PoPuLaR one okay! hurhurs..

cause i saw one wine and the brand was guess what? LONELY COW. muahaahahs!
=D now dig that!

i've loved this kind of traffic lights since young. thought that it was so cute back then. but now, maybe im like towering over it already. so thrs nothing so special bout it anymore. nonetheless, i like it still! i say----- green! =)

this was taken at Queensway SC. haha. i bought my FBT shorts already! like Finally huh? lmao. yeah, im happy now. plus dinner was crap, with jaren and desmond at anchorpoint. and im like uber full. cause the yong tau foo damn big portion. ahaa. plus we had fruits! whee~ and i came home to EAT again. bummer alright. oh wells, nvm.

now im left with 2 exams. then its happy holidays! also, im super lazy to go work already. shiats pls. this weekend already i have to go back. damn. such idiotic thang cause i only have tmr to rest. then work the two days of weekends. then mon tues prepare for PSCM and MR. okays, seriously damn that, i DONT HAVE TIME to UNWIND AND SLACK! super boo can? humfph.

P/S: sorry uh, these few entries have been filled up with pictures. Haa! but they are cute! lmao. =)

one last note: FMA totally sucked big time. im so shucked for that. now i pray i could pass it. idiotic can, i was like intending to at least get a B or something. dashed hopes, great or what?

116`randomizations

haha, heres once again. pics of some things. heh

ahaa! okaaaay, i know its not a great shot. but you try taking a pic out of that when the waitress is staring straight ahead at you guys. you try and tell me! hurhurs, but this pic is really nice though. the tall street lamps, the wide pavements, the river. super nice la

such a cute pic rights?!? i like the 'eye'. thick lining and lashes. damn cute la can. heh :p

McDonald's. im getting sick of this fastfood chain. lmao. i hate exams! damn, eat and eat and eat. fastfood somemore! grrrr. but oh wells, this is at King's Albert Park. hohos. prominent display huh?

and yes. my ALL-ALONG hobby- SUPERMARKET SHOPPING!! ahaa! darned nice, im mesmerised/engrossed/immersed/hooked/hung up (oh whateva!). just so. hehx. its my LOVE

okays, great. im not even near finishing my studying of FMA. shucked. grrrr. just let me rest can? bummer

115`Someone Who Lives In Your Heart

now dig this once again;
ALL 4 ONE: SOMEONE WHO LIVES IN YOUR HEART----

Last Night, I dream that you were beside me
It seemed so real, that I cried ..
When you touched me, you are my angel
..And you've given me wings..And I'll fly away with you wherever you go
..Cause you have filled my heart and you've captured my soul
..And baby I want you to know ..
If there is one thing in this world I know is true..
It's the love I feel when I am thinking of you..
No ocean, no mountain can keep us apart..
Cause no one can take away someone who lives in your heart
All out hopes and our dreams are alive..
I will carry you with me through distance and time..
Nothing in this world can keep us apart..
No one can take away someone who lives in your heart..
And I know there is a million stars between us..
But they won't stop my longing..
To hold you and to kiss you..
How I love you..
And I'll find my way to you wherever you are..
Cause you are in my soul and you have got my heart..
And your love will carry me on ..
If there is one thing in this world I know is true..
It's the love I feel when I am thinking of you..
No ocean, no mountain can keep us apart.
.Cause no one can take away someone who lives in your heart..
All out hopes and our dreams are alive..
I will carry it with me through distance and time..
No one in this world can keep us apart..
Cause no one can take away someone who lives in your heart...

114`caught

ohh mans. im shucked. lmao, what a phrase? okays that shall be MY COPYRIGHT! ahaa.

sighs, i had wanted to update. but for a certain reason, im suddenly feeling down. because of that something. sighs really. i wish i could forget. i dont wanna be caught forever in this vicious pit.

i didnt mean to fall in love with you.

tell me how. could i get you out of my heart and head, for good. now i dont want to keep thinking about you, wondering if you still feel the same way too.
cause guy, you know?

i never stopped caring for you; i just stopped letting it show.

and that means you'd never know, just like how i'd never know whats on your mind and in your heart. tell the truth, i miss it. all the things we had together. but, guess its not meant to be..

我不想想太多当
别人又说起你的时候

so i always cut away the thoughts of you. topics regarding you. just not to let myself sink deeper thinking of you and how things once were between the two of us.

and dont say bout how i am close to that someone else or someone else and someone else. they dont mean a thing. not to me. im close to them cause they are just my friends. not cause i feel for them the way i feel towards you. and its because you let me hang around them always. instead of being with you. dont let me go with them; its you i want to be with. dumb cow dont let the feelings wane...

113`short

so many things to update on. but i aint got the time. hohos, exams period now.

but i can only say: THIS IS THE FREAKING FIRST TIME I EVER SPENT SO MUCH TIME AND EFFORT STUDYING FOR EXAMS CAN? DARNED, IF I DONT PASS! hurhurs.

so much so for ranting. and my butt hurts from all the PROLONGED hours of sitting down.
=( gag

byes! lucks to me

112`continuation-- pics
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moi green hairband. loves =p

sure my emotions surge, but this? i just got bored.

as i celebrate not having to go school for lessons, i hear GEMS calling out for me. such bummer really

112`work or study?

i dont know what to write exactly. just feel like typing something (decent) out here. maybe i should upload my pics or what. hhahas.

the exam dates are nearing, yet here i am. not preparing anything at all. and not wanting to care. sighs, its a typical syndrome.

im still considering to work the next two days or not. shiets. cause i dont wanna mug like some freak- considering the fact i dont even touch my books or something. moreover, i want the money yar.
yet on the other hand, another part of me wants to take a good long rest from everything- and perhaps, study more.

argh, things like this are such bothersome matters. im off already

111`simple goes for me

hohos, the title says it all. i've been searching for a blogskin. but seems like i haven gotten my eye on anything that nice yet. there are some, which arent too bad. but hmm, guess i'd still be sticking to my original current skin. which is what you guys are seeing(have been seeing). muahahaha! =P cause im one to not bear to change things. hohos. but this applies to certain circumstances only pls.

black backgrounds work for me. idk, see if i might, then maybe i'd do up some pics at the bg or something. wait till im not stressing over exams first most prob. hohohoh. but anyways, ive already did up some things. i added my photo, like MUAHAHAHAH. lmao! alrights, then i intended to auto put title header. but i cant make it in italics. so, forget it. manual typing of title goes for me as well.

till laters, hohos. =))

every place i go, i think of you; every song i sing, i sing for you... nice? i feel its damn nice lurr. and its true. hohos. so yups. lmao.

national day peeps! its Singapore's 41st birthday toast ya?:)

so, the highlight of tonight would be-- LOVE SONGS!! yeahness, cause i just gotten the love songs i wanted. SUPER THANKS TO CHONG LEE! =D thanks guy, really. you said you specially went to download the song for me. muahahahah! =)))) desmond too. like he will always send me songs. ahaa! thanks tons too! hohhohohos, im a happy gal now. cause i got right here waiting, at the beginning, i swear, surrender to me, someone in your heart blarh blarh blarh. YEAH~ lmao, im like some freaking hyper happy girl. lalala~ oh man, super nice. ahahhaaahhaha =D

*thankies to the people i chat with tonight. for bringing smiles to my face. lighting up my otherwise dull facade. hawhawhaw! jaren, desmond, Chong Lee. muacks all*
im darned freaking elated euphoric like anything. loves you guys many many many!

so wooookies, my blog will get revamp-ed. not as in the blogskin luhhs. i cant bear to change the skin still. but i will revamp it in terms of how i blog-- shift away from blogging on my dead-as-hell no life existence from day-to-day events, to my thoughts and opinions. and of couse still have events or highlights rather, or some days. maybe if some things strike, stories of such. (HINT: it'd gotta have something to do with my life i suppose) =D

yups, i changed some things already. like the URL of my bloggy. hahaha! but i cant bear to change the [deliciouslyME] so im keeping it. hoorays! =)

and when revamps up for good, i'd most prob open up my site. (READ: announce my URL) HA-HA! so, keep your eyes open peeps! teehee`

*edit* oh no, i forgot to mention my changing of fonts for each entry if like be. and the colour, size. blarh... lmao! cause i realized its quite plain that all fonts are same size same font same colour. makes reading difficult too eh. haha, im considerate to my readers see? bleh.

TEENAGE LIFE
by Daz sampson

Now dig this. i stole it from eil's blog. heh =p

"What did you learn at school today?"
That's what the teachers used to say
But they don't know
Don't understand, do they
Why do they always give advice
Saying "Just be nice, always think twice"
When it's been a long since they had a teenage life

"What did you learn at school today?"
That's what the teachers used to say
But they don't know
Don't understand, do they
Why do they always give advice
Saying "Just be nice, always think twice"
When it's been a long since they had a teenage life

Dwelling on the past, from back when I was young
Thinking of my school days and trying to write this song
Classroom schemes and dreams
Man they couldn't save me
Cos my days were numbered when I signed down on Avy
Teenage kicks running out what could we do
I still show respect to my boys who made it through
And getting told off Mr T how my life would be
Then giving him a signal
So everyone could see
Sunshine and shade
Those girls I'd serenade
Thinking of those sixth form chicks that misbehave
Hoping that those days would go on and on forever
Every day something new
Just friends running together
But suddenly school ends
Your teenage life gone
All your mates are growing up now
They're moving onAnd now I'm looking back
I'll tell you what I know
Do you listen to your teacher?
No I don't think so

"What did you learn at school today?"
That's what the teachers used to say
But they don't know
Don't understand
Do they
Why do they always give advice
Saying "Just be nice, always think twice"
When it's been a long since they had a teenage life

Now if you treat the kids fine, together they will shine
Ooh ooh ooh shine
And if you give the kids time, they won't do the crime
Won't do the crime

Now my bad old ways
Were during my school days
Messing on those grade A's
My life is just a haze
I'm going through the struggle
Five ten and kicking back
So I could lock my flow
Lace it up now on the track
Oh yeh I felt the pain
Whilst chasing all the fame
I'm being told I'm nothing
Just a player in the game
But now I walk tall
Stand proud for you to see
I'm driving these fast cars
It's five stars for me

"What did you learn at school today?"
That's what the teachers used to say
But they don't know
Don't understand, do they?
Why do they always give advice
Saying "Just be nice, always think twice"
When it's been a long since they had a teenage life

-end-

i know i haven update for so long on my life. but yarr, i dont have the mood to now. so, that will have to wait until like mon or so.. sorry guys, just bear with me alrights.. i'll be back to update i assure you.

so meanwhile, here's a little something i found on the net, and i could very much relate to this one. so im gonna post it to share with you'all.

1 - as soon as you get online- whos name do you look at first
2 - when you hear your phone ringing- who do u hope is calling
3 - when a love song comes on the radio- whos face comes to your mind
4 - whos name makes your heart skip a beat everytime u hear it
5 - who is it that you always find yourself thinking about- wondering if they're thinking about you
6 - the whole time you were reading, there was only 1 person on your mind

its him, but i so dont want it to be. cause im not even sure of what and how he feels. somehow, i get the feeling he likes me (still), but i dont wanna make a fool out of myself. =(

could someone really just tell me what he's thinking? i dont want to go around, having my heart skip a beat when i hear a voice similar to his. i 've thought its him for like how many times on fri already. its killing me. dont let me fall into the vicious trap again. im pleading. or if you wanna let me fall, let me fall knowing how he feels. im tired, really. i dont wanna care, anymore. show me that you care, if not im leaving. its the way you make me feel.

i shiats. im like super down now. whats wrong with me? damn. i dont like this feeling. make it go away pls. i dont want to have to bother about you no more. can i eradicate your existence? i dont know what youu are thinking about seriously. that bothers me. and i dont like that. could i forget all the feelings towards you. i really wish YOU knew how i felt most times. and i really wish I knew, what is it that runs through your head all the time. but guess ill never know, just like how you'd never know mine either.

so, come the time. when you're just another faded memory. that ill faintly rmb, or stirs up, when i think back of you. guy, i really wanna try. you could have just told me out straight, how you feel. i so miss the river, the lights, the songs, the mrt. all of it. but its also been receded to far behind of your head aint it. im tired of having to guess whats in your mind. could you just please make it known to me? show it to me, you want me to stay or not. cause im not gonna stay and wait ard like some fool you know.

sighs, i need a mood lift. badly. whrs my shan hu hai and feng mvs. =(
ahh, whatever really. im not in the mood to talk or type or think. just let me sleep it off for all the hours. i dont wanna think bout school. just let me heal a bit first. before you know it, tmr early morning. i'll be smiling wide as can be. cause you wont ever see any traces in my face. i said:

'i wanna be remembered as the girl who always smiles when her heart was broken. and the girl who could brighten your day even if she couldnt brighten up her
own.'

so up to ydae liaos. hohos.

mon31jul. i actually could make it on time for PSCM tutorial. but such a bummer, i missed 941. and had to wait freaking 15mins. GRRRR! shiet the fedal bus services can? always do this dumb stufx to me. then i had to wait again for the mrt cause i missed it too. then at je, its too packed to get on the train as well. omgosh, whats going on? HAHA. so as a result, i was as usual- half an hour late for his class. so dumb luhhs. =(
anyways, heh. i wore my hairband to school! lalala~ =p the green one. and yarr, of course i let my hair down. hurhurs.. nice? lmao! yea, then cause it was like super cold ydae. raining heavily early morning. so i just lupped on my FLMP jackie. i went in with desmond cause he only reached a few mins earlier than me at dover, so yar. then eddie ong let me sign for my marks. hoho, luckily enough i still have a 6/10 for participation mans.. still not too bad lehs. ahaa! then got 80 for donnoe what. he said what 8*3 is for what i also blur. lmao. but aiyah, heck so much. then like 10mins later he released us liaos. hohoho. then blur me, still thought we only like had 20mins to QA tutorial when its ONE plus hour. wtheck? okay, im blur didnt i tell you before? haha.. so we went to the library, jasin bernice and sal wanted to practise their QM. anyways, the QA lab test. i did like shit i tell you. BUMMER totally. especially for the excel. i KNEW how to do the format painter. but just at that moment, i kept trying to no avail! damn!! so uber pissed. its frustrating when you actually know how to get things done, yet cant for some reason. haha, thats what i told chee heng at night at msn. lmao
so okays, back to this. hmms, just hope i can pass this test laa.. just let me pass EACH AND EVERY SINGLE MODULE. and i tell you i'll be such a happy gal. heh, just pls. let me pass. =erhh, break. ate and slacked? lifted through my MR notes. but i didnt even put my eyes to it that much. lmao. then it was BLAW tutorial. nice time. hahahas.. we did the quiz (which actually had to be done by us even before this session at BB.) anyways, yups. nice try. then the tutorial12. and we had a break. i went down to get sweets and whatnot. weicong rex chee heng and desmond were sitting thr eating. but i dint bother bout them at all. LMAO. im dao i know as well. hehx =p anyways, yarr. then we did the past sem MCQ qns. then we were free to go cause almost 4pm anyway. lol. studied at the FC. but i didnt have the heart to study. so shucks. so i was literally spacing out thr. haha!
one hour's up. MR test. and think im gonna fail- again. grrr. super not good can? i cant afford to fail lehs. but really, i doubt i would even get like 20/50? haha! this is just so great can? lmao.
oh yea, after test. leomund asked me if i wanted to go watch movie lehs. lol. cause in BLAW we were discussing like next tues go catch a movie. actually i had wanted that day as well. but jaren esther couldnt so shikai thought we shift it next week. cause desmond's and huiying's bdae falls next week. then yarr, he asked. then i was like i want! haha. then jaren said if after 8pm she can go. but haix, in the end. we didnt make it to go. hohos.. that dumb weicong and rex. went off in the midst. shiat them can? hehx.. so yea.. leomund and i went back together. hahas.. that lemon, so funny. ahaa! =p
yea, then after that desmond called me. we thought like thurs lesson starts like super late. so could make it then. so i msged most, asking them want. then yarr reply reply reply. lols.. =) dont know luhhs, see how it goes. but i must get to watch my movie! haha.
THE LAKE HOUSE!!!!

sat29jul. leomund's bdae.. haha. worked the whole day. and yea, i let my hair down the whole day. haha, record. =p yups, then the gal at giovana said i let down look nicer, more ladylike. LMAO. ooookay, hurhur. but aunty rose said it didnt have any style, plus the ends are like curling. not nice. sadded, wahahahah! no luhhs, she said its actually nice. but go rebond to make it straight. haha. oh wells, whatever lol. sales was like exceptionally good that day. for the whole shop i mean. we broke record laa-- over 4500bucks worth of sales okay! dont play play i tell you. hurhurr~
yeps, then i met martin after work! hohoho. i alighted from mrt at bb. saw him. lol, he looks more guai upfront lehs. hohohohs.. otherwise in pics he ALWAYS look so BENG :p (alright, sorry da ge if you're reading this, but its true! :p) hahaha.. anyways, his gf was waiting for him. so yea.
like i met a few friends that day lehs. grace at je, martin at bb, rockney at bk... lols..
urgh, i was too tired by the time i got home. i didnt send leomund bday msg. hahaha.

sun30jul. hohos.. work again. sianed. still alrights luhhs, at least sold like 12 bottles of my Kerasys. still got what i forgot le4. anyways, work isnt that impt. LMAO. oh, those Kimage guys. ahaa! funny luhh they'all. lol.. then yarr, i went over to buy tidbits wadd. then they all like look at me la, wtheck. mass gathering looking session. so shucks pls. hahaha. oh wells. but seriously, they like so fortunate or something?!? 7pm all chao already lehs. grrrr. hahahaha
and yar, i totally didnt have time to touch my MR thingies when the test is like freaking on MON. bummer can? haha.