PRIDE- loveandfight.
* Friday, June 16

81`soccer! and him

wow wee, england won!!!! lur lur lur.. see see see. i told bryce they will win. they will score goals in the last 10mins. and yes, it both came true. muahahahahhas.. and he said, im great. lidat say also really tio. hurrs.. im great luh pls. :p ohhh, super happy luhh.. england won! 2-0 lalalallala~

on another note. i noticed. but are those just mere coincidences? or what he's doing on purpose. for what i wonder? and yea, are those supposed to mean a thing? i dont want to get it wrong yar.. --cause its like, i changed/updated my friendster profile. the songs. added a few, blarh blarh blarh.. cause yeps. i changed to like i put the genres behind: 'sentimental/love/sad/meaningful songs'. yea.. then added 'tanning in your sunray', 'canon in d piano piece'. then i saw his msn music. like the whole night, its ALL the songs i love. like huhh? okay, cause jay songs. i know he likes them too. so thats besides it. hmms, he even played like 'ni ting de dao' like a few times on repeat ehh. and 'ge qian'. but when it got to like 'pachebels canon in d major best version'. then im like wtheck?
yar, best one was when we two played exactly the same song at the same time. thats like so freaky luhh pls. cause my iTunes just moved on to the next song which happens to be 'purest of pain'. guess what, i open my msn window. he was also playing that song! and yar, seemed like it was just nice changed to that song too. hurrs, scary... really, that one was pure coincidence i KNOW. LMAO
and yups, i also played 'shakira- hips dont lie', and there he goes, playing the song too. then hmm, makes me wonder. but seriously, it could me just me and my imagination running wild. and geez, i dont wanna be like some foolish gal, getting all vibed up cause of these absolutely nothing things. real dumb pls. haha=x but really, i cant fathom whats up in his head exactly. and yea, just like what my blogskin is about. [i dont know how to love; i dont wanna break my own heart] ive guarded my heart for like god knows how long. and maybe forever. but yea, i dont know what i want now. hes made me so confused. but anyways, i know. ill never open up. bahh, what am i thinking? more so, what is HE thinking? haha. maybe, you know. if i ever see his music putting up a 'save the best for the last', then i can start thinking more of it. hehx =p anyways, im over it. us not smsing at all, not getting to know whats up in his life, not even talking to him on msn, not going out to chill like always, not..... but yeas, when i saw those songs hes played in msn, i sorta just softened? so shucks luhh. bahh, i dont wanna think about it anyway. cause no matter what it may come, i can give it my all. haha, i know myself best ma. kekes.. so why bother about all these vexing stuffs right? im better off trouble-free alone. and yea, like my life hasnt have got enough of troubling issues. so why would i be dumb enough to go take up more issues? =)

im outta here!~


*DELICIOUSLY.ME

`jiawen.cheryl. sP dBa.
`ice queen?
`roaming the streets is my forte
`too obstinate for my own liking, but thats just the way i am.
`i dont believe in explaining anything- you believe me or leave it. i wont give a damn if you dont
`too often, i dont say how i feel
`i procrastinate, too much perhaps.
`damn well voracious appetite; plus uber tv slacking at home.
`i cant be near people for my own good. i need my space, so very much.
`i must speak/write/type somewhat proper english. dont ask me why though?
`i dont quite like making a phone call.
`i dislike going out from scratch. and hot weathers make me real irritated. period
`love the smell of rain- before during and after.
`and i like black and white photos just as much as coloured ones
`quotes and song lyrics are my raves forever and on.
`theres a lot going underneath this facade that you dont see.
`im like darned WEIRD seriously.
`what you have to know, i will let you see through me.

`strong as faith, sweet as love, black as sin--my PRIDE.
`KICK-ASS ATTITUDE--me.


*COOKIE.BITES❤♥
dang, i dont do have a cbox. now.


*SEEKS.AFTER

+say, iPod.
+maybe like, a digicam?
+BRAUN epilator(!)
+ADIDAS jacketsss!!
+GOLDEN FAITH vcd/DVD.
+haircut &hairdye job?
+DKNY/FOSSIL watch
+moooore bags
=moooore shoes
+moooore clothes
+moooore skinny jeans
+accessoriessss
+MONEY.
+Lip Piercing?!!
+T A T T O O S!


*WATCH'EM!
.Transformers: Revenge of The Fallen
.Fifty Dead Men Walking
.G.I. Joe: Rise of The Cobra
.Turning Point
.The Time Traveler's Wife

*DIG.IT?
friendster
LOVEANDFIGHT (LJ)
whitefall(kor's webby)
thomas
eileen
martin
chong lee
jaren

im lazy to update further.

*SCHMALTZY.MEMORIES
February 2006
March 2006
April 2006
May 2006
June 2006
July 2006
August 2006
September 2006
October 2006
November 2006
December 2006
January 2007
February 2007
March 2007
April 2007
April 2008
May 2008
June 2008
January 2009
March 2009
August 2014

*COURTESY.OF


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