PRIDE- loveandfight.
* Tuesday, April 4

so okay, i haven update for some days already.. so be prepared to see a super long entry. and its 4apr today. and its my 44th entry. so that makes it a double four thingy now.. hehe.. my fave no. 44.. =)

for starters- i cut my hair on thursday. shit la.. the trim became a cut. see, i told ya right.. i cannot even go trim my hair.. cause it WILL end up becoming a cut instead. hurr.. so now i've got short hair again.. freak it la.. =( i want long hair!!!!!! alrights, so now. i must make myself NOT go to the salon for at least 4months. humpfh! =(
anyways, mum permed her hair again too. now its digital spa perm.. ho hos.. the whole of thursday mum and i were delifranc-ing. hahas.. =p thats nice.. but think i would prefer the delifrance at westmall better.. lmao!

friday- mum was supposed to go back to office. but she didnt.. bad mum. haas! anyway, thats good too. let her rest more la.. my poor mummy is too freaking stressed already. yepps, so we had a vcd laughing session the day. hohos.. =)

sat- okays, some details la.. cycled for i think 3-4 bluddy hours at ubin.. dont even ask me why okay. frigging pissed. hurrs. to think i got that still. just blast them all to hell? ahahs.. im (not) that evil.. but oh well, seriously i mean its such a grave misunderstanding on maybe everyones part. and i got the shot for it. and someone i thought to be my FRIEND ganged up to do that to me. nice move there.. im not dumb you know.. i know what they were all aiming at that whole day. the dinner. the actions. the sentences. all the stufx; all and all. i can read between the lines thank you very much. you give me more credit la please. and come on, get real. i have my guy already.. i treat you as a platonic friend, that much only. you are thinking too much? or its the way i treat guys in general that causes misunderstandings? sorry la, but i treat all my guy friends the same way lor.. hahas.. but i did well that day anyway, i even smiled throughout the whole day and the dinner, laughed hard, exercised hard too.. lol.. and i think ive grown up too. if its me in my pri sch days, i would definitely have cursed at them straight. then if its in my lower sec school days, i would fought back all the sarcasm. then from upper sec onwards, i learnt. keeping quiet and smiling back is the best. hahas.. so yepps, im not gonna let a bunch of assholes get me down. hohos.. but on another note, i almost had my old ailment acting up again la.. thank goddness it didnt. if not im in big trouble from then. cause you see, i was caught in a heavy downpour. and during dinner i sat in front of a fan, to dry my clothes. and i was shivering like mad already.. i really think its visible liao.. lmao! my teeth were chattering, whole body shivering. super cold can? hahas.. now, still not that bad yet.. at least im not shivering the way i did then.. but hmms, back to the point whr when the wind blows plus my fan im Cold. yea.. oh yes, i got let me count. how many bruises? lOls.. okay, five visible ones. hahas.. but just blueblack only.. i wont die. =)) and yes, i was real lucky i think. lucky i didnt fall so down on the darned slope. lucky i didnt break any bone. lucky i didnt hurt my rib cage. lucky i didnt hurt my right arm again. so yea, see how lucky i am? hahas.. [i didnt tell my parents i fell, and they didnt see my bruises. only until mon night. when i was helping mum to apply some cream for her cause she's sick again laa.. =( my poory mum. anyway, yaa.. and she saw my left arm the bruise. then she said how come you have a bruise thr? you fell down? haas.. i just said yar.. then laters she saw my right palm the nasty bruise and my leg too. so she was like you fell very badly?? and all.. hoos, but i just said well, i fell. thats it.. haahs.. lucky she didnt see the rest? if not she sure bring me to our chinese physician la. lOls.. no laa.. im not that weak pls. im stronger and tougher than what ppl see me as. haws! =)]

sun- nothing much i guess.. oh yeps, i made dinner again. lOls.. just the ingredients for steamboat. cause mom bought the stufx already.. but she cant eat la.. like wtheck? we three eat then she alone eat bread la.. dumb.. but she said those stuffs cant keep till the next day.. so nvm, we carried on. less ingredients than our usual CNY steamboat. haas.. and blur me -_-ll. i told kor 3plates of rice when i didnt want rice too. gong la.. hahas.. then i gave like 3/4 of it to dad. haas! =p and ate vermicelli. nice!

mon- i slept till like almost 2pm la. haas.. but thats cause i slept at bout 4+am okay. lOls.. i chiong finish the healing hands dvd liao.. but the ending super dumb can.. hurr, not nice final episode! lmao! but i super love hong kong canto serials.. damn nice la.. incomparable! =) and i slept at 2+am.. =\

today- i woke up early lehs. hahas.. 10+ i woke up already.. no more healing hands to chiong.. hahas.. so i lazed around till bout 12+noon. then i started watching mr vampire 3. i watched two parts of the sequel i think on mon already.. my mummy! sighs, xin tong for her? hahas.. but seriously hope she recovers asap la.. see her lidat damn xinku one leh.. hohos.. and i gave the class chalet a miss.. anyway i dont really want to go? idk.. but already expected not that many ppl going liao la.. so its not that fun. hahas.. eil, chong hon, me not going.. then angela going at night, cihang also.. lidat whr got fun right? lOls.. stay at home with my mum. best choice.. im mummy's girl. lalala~ "p haas.. lame. but yes, i LOVE my mum. and my bro. =]

bored ehh, no dvds to watch. hahs.. tmr i'll watch kingkong! lala.. oh yeps, boss (from my latest factory jovan tech) called in the evening. haas! he also blur one. he asked me i on holiday? then i told him i already almost school reopening liao lor.. lmao! cause hes urgently in need of people to rush out the counterparts for him for one mth.. hmms, well, i can consider helping him.. cause he said two weeks also can. haas! see how laas.. xiao qian said she dont want.. see weiting going anot.. if not i think i wont go thr.. i dont wanna see those gossipy act high class aunties and that supervisor in name ah fen. hahas.. and ziqin also la.. freak out can? later he pester me again i can die la pls.. okay la.. im weird la.. hahas.. but seriously, a tad bit of more calling and smsing and what nots can freak me out. yes, thats how weird i am. i dont like the feeling at all.. thats why i dont like to give my no. or talk on the phone with my guy net friends. for most of the time i find it super irritating.. hahas.. think i might survive better as a recluse or hermit or something. lOls..

and yes, i dyed my hair just now.. hohos.. but idk.. the colour seems a bit weird? we'll see anyway. hahas.. hmms, under the sun its bright reddish purple. then dark its almost black. hahas.. under lighting its some kind of copper red. fantastic colour changing huh? hee =p

and i need to go buy my shoulder bag! and weights! shugs.. hurry! and my flat heelies. and pumps.. urhh.. darned..

hmms, guess that should be all to my updating now.. hahas.. byes!


*DELICIOUSLY.ME

`jiawen.cheryl. sP dBa.
`ice queen?
`roaming the streets is my forte
`too obstinate for my own liking, but thats just the way i am.
`i dont believe in explaining anything- you believe me or leave it. i wont give a damn if you dont
`too often, i dont say how i feel
`i procrastinate, too much perhaps.
`damn well voracious appetite; plus uber tv slacking at home.
`i cant be near people for my own good. i need my space, so very much.
`i must speak/write/type somewhat proper english. dont ask me why though?
`i dont quite like making a phone call.
`i dislike going out from scratch. and hot weathers make me real irritated. period
`love the smell of rain- before during and after.
`and i like black and white photos just as much as coloured ones
`quotes and song lyrics are my raves forever and on.
`theres a lot going underneath this facade that you dont see.
`im like darned WEIRD seriously.
`what you have to know, i will let you see through me.

`strong as faith, sweet as love, black as sin--my PRIDE.
`KICK-ASS ATTITUDE--me.


*COOKIE.BITES❤♥
dang, i dont do have a cbox. now.


*SEEKS.AFTER

+say, iPod.
+maybe like, a digicam?
+BRAUN epilator(!)
+ADIDAS jacketsss!!
+GOLDEN FAITH vcd/DVD.
+haircut &hairdye job?
+DKNY/FOSSIL watch
+moooore bags
=moooore shoes
+moooore clothes
+moooore skinny jeans
+accessoriessss
+MONEY.
+Lip Piercing?!!
+T A T T O O S!


*WATCH'EM!
.Transformers: Revenge of The Fallen
.Fifty Dead Men Walking
.G.I. Joe: Rise of The Cobra
.Turning Point
.The Time Traveler's Wife

*DIG.IT?
friendster
LOVEANDFIGHT (LJ)
whitefall(kor's webby)
thomas
eileen
martin
chong lee
jaren

im lazy to update further.

*SCHMALTZY.MEMORIES
February 2006
March 2006
April 2006
May 2006
June 2006
July 2006
August 2006
September 2006
October 2006
November 2006
December 2006
January 2007
February 2007
March 2007
April 2007
April 2008
May 2008
June 2008
January 2009
March 2009
August 2014

*COURTESY.OF


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