* Tuesday, March 21
just rained in the morning.. and its so nice and cooling.. i love the rain.. =) and this kind of weather is best for swimming.. but well, i doubt i dare wear a swimming costume anymore la.. =x hur hur..
now that its not raining, the weather is like hmm, semi-cool.. just like our days at teCkwaH when the weather was superb.. and i miss it. a blurddy hell lot. ho hos.. thats the only thing i'd miss about there already.. sighs.. i miss the rooftop, i miss where we laid on the high pillar and watched the sky turn from black to orange to light blue; light blue to orange to black.. the stars, the clouds, the wind, the moon, the rain. i remember once when i had it up to me and i just went up to the rooftop when it was having a heavy drizzle during our mini break. and i just ran out to immerse myself in the rain.. super nice.. thats what i miss so much. shit, i miss it too much in fact. ='(( i miss being able to go to the rooftop, shout, run, play in the rain, climb the high pillar, lie on top taking in the scenery, climbing the ladder to our secret place, graffitting (lols), eating our sweets, playing our handphone mp3, or me just hanging by the ladder and reading my book (lmao!).. hahas.. yea.. these are what i've always missed, through and through till now even.
sighs.. i wanna go thr and just breathe the air. go to the reservior and sit down idle time away. shout to my fit. run till im breathless. play at the playground. take a shot at the swing. lay on the grass and watch the sky turn colour. but i cant. i made myself declare i wont step foot thr or go there purposely at all anymore.. damned. haix.. well..
all these belong to a closed chapter of my life. and im still clinging on.. urghhhhhhhhh!! let the rain fall. wash my pain. cry for me cause i cant cry.
bahh, im blabbering.. wadever
