* Saturday, February 18
i like this template of mine. its pretty =) yea, plain and simple. nice..
idk, but i have this vague feeling im slipping back to how i used to be. depressed and dark. not for sure, but somehow certain.. rubbish? haas. but anyway, i know better afterall. its just layers and layers of masks i put on when im with company. guess it comes naturally to me. and for some reason i sort of feel safe. cause its soooooooo freaking familiar to me. being melancholic and all. not that i do not enjoy the quite sunny me. but ill fall so quiet when im alone. of course right? i mean, who makes noise when they are alone? ha. ha.
hope i still maintain that smile i have when im with my company. hehx.. dba1b02! i miss that class.. so much.. hahas.. great people there.. oh yar, jiahui was so sweet to have given everyone in the class one choc, and a string of farewell words. =)
exams hovering round the corner. hur hur. NOT great. i haven studied! and i dont have the mood. sighs..
im so resigned mans. what am i thinking? its like the feelings surging through me yet again. am i meant to carry on lidat for years on and on? grrrrr. tell me about that.
so many words to tell, lacking of the strength to say. damn. if only i could be more open? hahahahahas.
baa, i think i would flood my blog today with how many posts? hahahas. thats the way laas, updating every so often with fresh ideas and thoughts in mind. and its b/c of this, that i find blogs convenient. haa! say lazy to me :p
