* Sunday, February 26
ho. i just went through my friendster. and i saw some friends thr.. its like.. wow, young girl acting mature or something.. it stinks seriously.. and no, dont ever be mistaken. im not even anywhere near jealousy laa. hahas.. it really looks as though she pursues this life of clubbing and whatever acting mature shit with her bf of now.. i mean, come on.. life has gotta be more interesting than that! i just dont get it, people act as though clubbing is the only way to portray that they are 'mature'.. hell NO! just get over it already. i've been through there. clubbing drinking and smoking. its just nothing.. spelt N.O.T.H.I.N.G.. read this. whats up with those people.. at a young age putting on so much make-up like it does make them look mature or prettier or like their lives depended on it. and smoking. hello, wake up your idea. holding a ciggie in your hand isnt cool. so fuck off? and you go ask ard, more than half the men do not like their gf to smoke. now will that some warped motivation for you girls to stop smoking? ok, i admit. i do like the smell of cigarettes. but well, thats another story. but the main thing is i think those people can fucking grow up already. and no, dont even try to flaunt your english there.. ho ho. lOls.. :p alrights, im mean. but SO? do i look as if i care? hurr.. and yaa, i dont fancy that frail figure too. i want a perfect figure- not to skinny; not too fat. leaned and toned muscles and stufx. so yea, i dont compare myself to you because you are not even half worth that.. hahas.. to think so quite innocent girl in the past can change to like this now. the human race has never failed to make me open my eyes. literally.. but well, you arent all that innocent to start with. ha ha. *knowing smile* if in any case you think your life is better than mine, well go ahead. i wont bother to correct your otherwise pathetic immature thinking. ho ho.. =) and my friend did the right thing to break with you because he certainly deserved better.. hahas.. cheers~ and till now i still think you are just trying to show off to us- me and him- that you are happier off without my friend. and with your bf now. but if you really think deeper.. since you have been with him, haven your life took a huge turnabout? from guai, to well.. something else.. partying and clubbing every other night. dancing shit, partying fancy, and drinking.. oh so NOT glamourous. not at all girl.. and i haven got the faintest idea why you ever linked me with him at all? haas, im dragged into your rocky relationship as the third party or something? aww, poor me. hahas.. and yea, poor me also, to be called a bitch by you! what the f**k?!?!?! shit you mans. hahas.. but yea, you are not even anywhere near my life.. hohos.. merely a passer-by in my life, not worth remembering? =p
okays, im feeling better already. hahas.. have been meaning to say this long ago. hurr. and i would be saying this same thing if she were in front of me also. just to wake her up. no, im not that nasty to let her dwell further like this. but if she doesnt take it, its her loss. *shrugs* or, maybe its the devil side of me, to want to see her cry when she finally realises all the stupid things she's done over the past year. hohos..
alrights, since ive been so far. talk about tattoos as well. for me, tattoo is an art. i tattoo for the sake of my liking it. not for people to see or say. so shut up. whats up with tattooing? a girl has a tattoo and she's deemed as BAD. come on, what century is it in now? like, so old fashionista laa. lols.. even the guai gias have tattoo okay! so what then? they are bad as well? hurr.. i had my tattoos not for people to look at me differently and think/say: "wow, this girl here has a tattoo! must be of some 'name'." ya right, that was in the past, not now dude.. i have my tattoos because i loved tattoos since like sec1? and am still loving it. but in any case, its nothing of that sort- to let people feel awe. can i even gag? cause i know, most of the people or girls rather. they tattoo because they want people to pay attention to them. then they can walk high.. =\ no no no no no!!!! girls like this throw the face of women totally! they tattoo at their shoulder blades, low on their backs, front chest; and then wear revealing clothes to show off their tattoo.
oh my gosh, this world needs a dressing down.. hahas.. :p and sighs, singaporeans need to grow up already. both the adults AND the kiddos. aint kidding.. i want to go to Hong Kong.. grrrr. this darned society is pissing me a great deal off. lOls
in any case, this blog is mine, this entry is mine, this thinking is mine, and this ranting is mine. so if you dont agree half the things here with me, its okay. cause i dont give a damn whether you do. ho ho. dont call me a bitch. label me a girl with a kick-ass attitude. =)
oh, for those of you who do know me. comment by writing me a testi? hehehes.. "p cause i cant do a comment column here? sadded.. but well. hohos.
